i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

one to go.. well one and a half... band's half an exam.

lots of things on my mind.

it started drizzling just as i got off 26 to walk home, so i took out my umbrella,

listening to Kiss the Rain by Yiruma, and listening to raindrops bounce off my umbrella..

i really love the sound of rain hitting...pitter patter... makes me happy. =)

i like rainy days, they stir up creative juices in me..

and im usually in the mood for literature when it pours... 

anyway, thoughts...

drunk on my new romance..

zaizai is back...still so cute..

and..i bought the drama today for $15. 

truly asian haha.

so summer is FAST approaching. (in some ways already here)

and it is THAT time of the year again...

where hidden romances spring out

and my mind wanders the path between reality and illusion.

for the last two summers, jeremy has kept me grounded..to some extent,

wonder what this summer will bring.

the season itself allures...its the season where anything goes...

and i find myself,

just like the butterfly today, hiding underneath the leaf,

escaping the raindrops..

i hope you live.

i can taste the magic..

its so beautiful i can hardly breathe =)

and the fountain flows, 

from deep within...

that bubbling joy rushing upward

to meet the raindrops with a smile..

and when i close my eyes

i almost see you...

prince of my past..

lover of my childhood..

still smiling, still unreachable..

i'll never forget you.

you are everything i remembered you to be,

and so much more.

and you haunt my dreams,

adorn my wall..

and steal the innermost secrets of my heart.

and today is vibrant because of you,

tomorrow can wait because of you,

even though the firsts are over... the sweetness lingers,

and with it comes a love that warms,

that hugs and caresses the soul.

still falling...