i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

沒事。

整天甚麼也沒做。

整個身體都放慢了。。。

全身無力，还蠻奇怪的。

today, i learned a few lessons..

with ears to hear, God i really did listen.

and ever since i can remember i've asked for control

over my words...

and even now i still battle daily...to be in control.

but God, thankyou.

for slapping me in the face again..

for showing me the power i have with a mere tone..

with more patience..the lengths it will return...

i am amazed.

and as always,

it feels lonely..

never met someone who can look me in the eye

and tell me they understand exactly what i mean..

i guess im still searching for that bridge,

that connects me to the world.

still unable to express myself fully.

and i still get that smile, every time i try...

that pushes me back, and tells me its tolerance, not interest that keeps others listening..

so cultivating silence.. and its growing well..

^^

sometimes, it feels so good, to be immersed in the sounds

of nothing.

but the echoes come back empty, when there's nothing to reflect on.

and my biggest fear is to run out of time...

to do all the things i want to do..

all the things i want to try...to learn..

如果可以，有好多好多事情都想做

每天每天都可以迎接新的挑戰，

一想到，全身都熱血沸騰了起來 ＝）

只可惜，我本身沒有甚麼特別的

只是個很普通的人，有那麼一點的驕傲，那麼一點的面貌。。

總是努力久過後，才看得見結果。。

被視為理所當然，不當一回事。

天分：零

偶爾也會悶悶的，心情不好