i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

so what have i been doing lately?

well, firstly, i have started delving into the intense works of william blake,

poet, controversial figure and celebrated nutcrack of his time.

i have read about 2o poems, plus all of "the marriage of heaven and hell" accompanied with references and allusion explanations...(and my brain has short-circuited due to influx of information)

thankyou to my zuiai de meme for getting me this book.

i know it seems geeky to read poetry in the summer, but thats better than political fiction. eek.

what else? i have officially finished, three dramas! yay... 3 more to go as of now...

as with all dramas, my thoughts and principles are always influenced in some way...

so, i will now commence to lay my thoughts out to myself in order to fully see what has been processed by my brain..

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由於仔仔演的是作家，他給了我很多當作家的靈感。

他的生活方式，思考方式，講話方式都好怪癖

可是真的是有作家的風格。

如果我腦裡有這麼怪就好了

那我就可以沈醉於我自己的世界，有個特別於世界溝通的方法了。

只是，為甚麼世界就沒有美麗完美的語言呢？總覺得我想說的跟說出來的完全是兩回事情。

天才。。。必有的條件是，無論是哪個方面有特殊的才華，必定會有另一方面欠缺的知識：像是生活白癡，感情白癡，EQ白癡，等等。

像我，這種努力會成功派的，有時候會希望有哪方面是白癡。。。哪方面是天才吧。。

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雖然帶這一點遺憾，結局还是理想。。讓我有點期待這未來要走的這條路。

世界的事情，都不簡單，每天發生著很多超越我們想像的事件。

可是大家都还是努力的活者，都朝著自己的目標前進。

是甚麼給了我們這麼多的勇氣？這麼多的動力呢？

回憶，友情，戀情，親情，青春，夢想。。。

好寶貴。

是不是，該不該，對不對。。

真的不是黑白就分得出來。。。

我也想邁向我的夢想拼命的跑。。

好想用我所有的力量，所有的動力去完成我生命目標。

把它填的滿滿的，充滿著最珍貴的東西。

為此，我對未來感到興奮，感到快樂。

想要伸出雙手把明天擁在懷裡 。。。

its taking every step into tomorrow that gives meaning for each yesterday i've fought.

and every challenge i greet that adds value to my triumphs of old.

in this big big world, im so small... and i tread the same paths everyday...see the same scenery flash by my window.

and i dream big dreams of changing the world... of making a mark..of making sunshine.

the best gift i have is my future, and the horizon which i cannot see...

and to think that i waste it everyday... when i stop believing in myself, when i devote myself to useless things...

i probably won't ever change the world...

but if i dont try...

how can this world ever change me?