i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

and i thought hard about the question..

and the number to remember.. was so low.

which was kinda sad.

not to say that i did not enjoy the company of all who were here.

but i did not take more time,

to make more bonds..

and for that i do feel alot of regret.

its easy to get settled comfortably with one or two,

and in most ways, its good to just have one or two.

and maybe it'll be seen as shallow to have many, because its not possible to have a deep and meaningful relationship with so many people yada yada.

non-believers go bury yourselves..

the most precious of things,

comes from that which have been degraded to the lowest of priorities

and seen as weakness.

or stupidity.

wisdom does not come from being heartless.

what exactly is my point?

haha i dont know...

maybe thats how it'll be better.

and scrolling through my msn list,

so many online,

so little spoken to.

maybe its time to reach out again.

after all, everything was set in motion

long before anyone could remember.