i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

just got back from a hummer ride along the old trails up blue mountain.

crazy fun.

lots of eyecandy:

long roads extending over the hills in a straight line

huge farms of crops left and right, copper, green, dotted with colors.

and the sky is the most exquisite color of blue imaginable

the maple's edges are tinged with rust. autumn is coming.

worth the waking up before 10.. haha.

how am i gonna survive in university.

=/

anyway, so i've been reading blogs, finding amusement..

funny how ridiculous things are sometimes.

the depth of the human makes for crazy thinking..

and so today's subject is the negative:

people can hold so much spite within them

or jealousy.

and that can result in idolization, or bitterness.

funny how the same emotion evokes opposite behavior.

everyone's leaving this week.

the reality gets more and more defined.

wonder how it feels for people who are staying behind, but advancing

just like everyone else.

a new lifestyle in an old environment.

life's a ride

last night i was watching Madonna's EROTICA

it scared the hell out of me.

damn.

to quote, "i think this video made me pregnant" - courtesy of Video on Trial

she's a good artist, but geez, that's just.. a bit too much.

HMV's giving away 2 CDs for $10(non-including txt).

so very soon i will head back downtown for some major shopping.

ALOT of shopping.

after listening to jeremy rant last night

this "im-too-cool-to-care" thing is pretty serious.

people are meant to have different roles, different interests,

but to place certain values in a role that isn't suitable,

is pure retardation.

to tell the truth: its disappointing.

as the stabbing sensation grows

i realize that the hand holding the knife

belongs to me