i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

OMG hahaha tribute tribute.

its been almost 10 years.

F4 was my the cornerstone of my chinese childhood.

anyway, i thought it'd be appropriate as i went to see the meteor shower on monday

and will again on dec 13/14 =)

it was a night of intense cold and crazy fun, although i only saw 3 meteors.

3 meteors is enough for me though. so thats good.

i was so excited on seeing the first one.

the night was good, i got to talk to bosco alot about anything...

even though i was up till 6AM and missed class the next day

twas worth it.

however my sleep schedule is still pretty screwed,

so im napping everyday in between essays and class to replenish my energy.

current song: 灰色空間 by 小豬

i love this song, the whole song is made to evoke the strongest feelings of sorrow,

inevitability, nostalgia... maybe with movie stills in the background of my mind, it etches itself deeper still.

YJ told me it used to be a korean song, makes sense coz koreans make the saddest dramas and the saddest songs. haha

but i like this version, mostly because i understand it. also because its xiaozhu =)

(im actually playing all the songs on my "For Dreams" playlist since emily is sleeping)

what to say today

love-hate relationship with this lifestyle.

so much good,

so much i am simultaneously uncomfortable with.

i am thankful for the atmosphere on friday and sunday, the community that is there to build me up.

for strength and comfort and understanding.

its a breath of fresh air if i see them any other time in the week.

im glad i took this chance

but its become that much clearer how easily it is for me to not fit in.

without similar interests in anything how is it possible to stay connected?

im so much more appreciative now of what i have.

and i greatly enjoy the stress free zone that my patch of Asia is.

the freedom there is in not having to have an opinion about everything,

to talk about frivolous things,

and not have a righteous agenda to propagate at every given opportunity.

not having to keep up with events happening..

i love studying here

i love the books i read

the papers i write

the lectures i listen to (except psychology next semester)

but i won't live here.

current song：落葉歸根 － 王力宏

the song is love. and wangleehom is my perfect chinese man.

just as Kim Rae Won is my perfect korean man.

X)

this is a celebration of my 100th post on blogspot.

to many more in the future: cheers jasmine. you are more than your yesterdays.

家，唯獨在你身邊~