i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

Jamie screened this in the common room today. thankGod i decided to join him to watch it.

i am left numb and speechless.

wanting to cry, unable to do so.

my fists were clenched and trembling for so much of it.

why do things have to be this way.

why have we failed so much

so many times

why do we never learn.

why is human life still so invaluable.

why are we so ugly.

this evil

God save us.

from this evil

this evil which is us.

hope is so elusive

faith so intangible

strength.

i need so much more strength.

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hooked.

again.

in some strange way, this drama gives me so much hope.

sad strength. but strength anyway.