i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

looking at the planes, the line of red lights

the highway.

leehom playing in my ears..

its only 11:30PM.

12..1..2..3..4..5..6 before i can check in.

7..8..before i board.

so many hours sit between me and home.

but its so close.

so tangible i feel excited.

as i sleep the plane hours away

my mind drifts before me

tonight however, is a night of silent reflection.

on many many beginnings and endings..

life is not a neat story is it.

chapters interlace themselves seamlessly,

and you don't even realize they exist...

until you have a night like this

to think about.

those however, remain secrets

flowers blooming everlasting in the valley.

leehom's music evokes so much emotion in me.

angel.

aspire.

have i changed?

my solitude and my warmth are incompatible.

對你微笑，只是我堅強的面具

因為我怕，如果脆弱

最後的隱私也會消失

最後的特別，最後的神祕

因為我微笑

才維持，才保護。

你了解嗎？

複雜的心情，希望你看穿，不希望你揭穿

要你包容，要你愛

也許我找的對象不是你。

不過我找的目的膚淺嗎？

心裡的矛盾，代表理想的天使

不存在。

想要實際

不過也好希望

童話故事的結局依然在等我。

依然在眼裡。