i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

silence is good.

this means i have time.

time to think it out

time to think it through...

time for myself.

instead of worrying about you.

every night.

i think.

and i think.

and two months of thinking,

will give me an answer.

come summer i'll see you.

face to face.

and we'll look back, and we'll look forward.

but as for now,

there is peace.

im free to enjoy

for this is the moment.

this is my moment.