i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

i just discovered this today.

thats the day you told me.

i guess in a way, that would be an anniversary.

isnt it strange,

that reality is 5 days behind.

and 3 years ahead.

we'll be crossing over soon.

to new nothings.

i've been reliving three years every moment for the last month.

its rich and brimming..

too much.

my heart feels so glazed,

these memories are sugar-coated

with time.

reality disappoints.