i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

the place where so many things started.

it feels strange to return,

free from the constraints set by the building.

free to ignore the bell,

to ignore the schedules.

first time, signing in as a visitor

a noob with a pen, not knowing what to do

or where to sign.

humorous in retrospect.

bee and i had a good day

shopping and whatnot.

i missed hk. =)

good day.

and as the day draws to a close,

there are things i remember,

and things i am sad for.

things i still don't have the courage to let go of.

what am i looking for?

what do i need?

at this time i am convicted,

and i know that i will do this

not with your help.

i will do it by God's grace,

with God's mercy

in God's love.

Jesus be my sole comfort.

let me learn dependence only on you.