i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

and im sitting here, waiting for a lover to come for lunch and spend our last day together for the next four months.

i would love to take some time off,

and with plenty of resources head out with someone to explore the four corners of this earth.

we all feel bound by something, don't we?

wouldn't it be nice to be able to do all the things we want...

but then again,

if we could

would any of it be meaningful?

i have a massive to-do list stacked up for the coming year...

it remains to be seen if i'll be able to do them all.

and many items require great personal strength and courage to break through,

但勇氣說的是一套，做的又是一套。

怎麼做才算是有勇氣呢？

是面對挑戰的時候不屈服嗎？

還是面對挑戰失敗的那一瞬間，勇敢的承認失敗？

還是，失敗後，決定站起來？

世界說全部都是。

那麼，如果我說，我承認我三樣都有問題。

那算不算勇氣？

站在角落的你啊，

我背對你已經好長一段時間了。

忽略了你曾經是我的驕傲。

因為退縮，

所以放開了你，

但這夏天的結束，

意味著我們的 “從新開始”

也意味著我們的

一起繼續。