i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

but each time i closed it. not really having anything worth saying to say.

today however, i feel a desire to.

even though i still really don't have anything worth saying.

我對未來好期待，

希望到時候在我身邊的還是你。

希望我們能永永遠遠的在一起。

i've never been a risk-taker,

being a timid-ass person.

i hate doing things new by myself,

always hoping someone else will be there to lead by example,

and pave the way for me.

im not sure how that really ties in with my firstborn upbringing.

sounds mighty contradictory...

but this summer i've decided that come the new school year,

maybe its time to take some new risks.

to step out into a broader circle, and not just keep pining after half-wished fantasies.

but what to start with.

and without confidence too. =/

a question i still cannot answer,

maybe a prayer,

that a door will be opened, a slight push will be given.

God, you know me best.

lately been suffering insomnia,

ever since malaysia.

thinking over this problem.

or making plans of what to do.

excited yet apprehensive.

there is such a passion for life.

i pray from the very depths of everything that i am that i get to enjoy to the fullest, with no regrets.

that i achieve what i want to do.

the sky must be the limit.

but in everything there must be footprints of God, leading me forward.

i pray that my talent and hardwork will be sufficient to back up my ambition.

that maybe, just maybe.

these dreams are not too far-fetched.

加油吧！自己

以後的路是漫長的，別讓時間溜走了，

再回頭後悔。