i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

right now still cruising malaysia, just came back to Kuching from Sibu where my mother grew up,

visited all her extended family and she had a bunch of highschool reunions with old friends.

it was quite boring to be honest,

but there were the occasional highlights:

guava <- is one of the yummiest fruits that exist on planet earth

heritage <- finding out that my mom's cousin is the financial minister of this place and ogling at his mansion as we drive by. and then we also discover that my mom's family line is really old in Sibu and she knows all these people featured in the photos at the heritage museum =/

great grandmother <- went to visit her again. still alive... joanne told me to hurry up so she could be a great great grandmother =.=

thats really about it.

now im back in kuching.

here for another 10 days,

then on to the most anticipated part of my trip: Singapore.

i live in a tiny little country,

that has strict policies, and kiasu people

but i love my tiny little country,

its food

its sights

its skies

its places

its people.

i really do.

don't hate on us.

we be awesome yo.

but im kinda glad im away from ruckus, and away from mess.

its a good time to rethink many things that need rethinking,

and to patch up hurt pride, hurt feelings with grace

and walk back to a new school year.

if summer's taught me anything,

its that real friends, are real friends are real friends.

and its no use puzzling over why the others player hate.

just smile, and know that their opinion is not needed,

but never shut the door for who knows when a relationship might happen again.

still,

unsettling feelings still wrestling themselves around inside of me

maybe i need some home air. =)

can't wait to see you all again.

old friends, new friends, good friends.

if only the pieces of my heart

weren't scattered so far apart.