i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

THIS SUCKS.

4 months of my life unraveling itself back into my home here will take a great deal of effort to be rebundled into two suitcases of 23kg each for shipment back to Toronto.

this is what i hate about having to go back and forth.

nevertheless, having to sort through all my stuff is also exciting,

its a self-motivation to build myself up for a new year, for new beginnings, new challenges, new triumphs and failures.

my mother has just told me that i have 69kg of air weight to bring, contrary to my original belief that it was 46.

my blogs happen live see.

this makes me very happy.

except now i needa find myself another luggage =/

oh this is great news.

now im even more pumped to pack my stuff.

sorting through my clothing is heartbreaking and wonderous,

i love my pieces dearly. legit.

even more exciting is that these pieces are my armour for another year of battle.

and i'll battle in style.

hells yes.

last frolic tomorrow with yj and bee.

and then summer will drop its curtain on me with a sunday encore at church.

life is in constant renewal.

Lord give me strength to fight my battles.

you know that my worst enemy was always

me.