i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

take a hammer to my heart now and smash it to pieces please.

this black hole of complete utter emptiness is eating its way out from the depths of love.

i see you all the time in my head,

and it hurts.

and i never got to say goodbye.

did you know i loved you before you left?

i hope you can hear me,

i love you.

always and forever.