i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

我最近領悟到我的心，

脆弱的樣子，好悲。

可是我發現，

心裡那久久沈重的負擔，

也漸漸的在融化。

slowly i am turning toward the absolute importance of "by prayer and petition" always

in every situation of every day, regardless of mood, circumstance and desire.

i am beginning to feel more comfortable, settling back into my own skin.

as though, through the bulldozing of that musty heart,

the fresh air has been let back in and i sit,

in the middle of this flat and empty space,

waiting to see,

holding the blueprints of the promised heart i will have

all 66 pieces of past prototypes, present considerations, and future models,

i see the vision.

i am the broken.

i am the redeemed.

i am the sinner.

i am the saint.

i am the speechless.

i am the voice.

i am the ash.

i am the beauty.

i will unfold in delicious pieces,

and keep you turning these pages,

you will follow the skips of my words,

be mesmerized by all the pauses,

waiting in bated breath.

聽我說痛苦与幸福那微妙的中間。

聽說，我藏在那捉摸不了的中間。

我, 生長在 聽与說 那安靜的中間。

我回來了，

親愛的大家，