i hope my words are strange and wondrous,

like kisses that quiet all things superfluous,

so that we can all stop and

listen

音樂，幸福聖誕樹，還有無數的回憶

像心裝了個暖爐，裡頭的火燒著個熱鬧。

穿上最舒服的睡衣，頭髮自由的亂，

薰衣草茶的香味淡淡的停在舌頭上，

剛洗過的床單清清的手感貼著皮膚，

今天我所留下的痕跡都是幸福的。

as per usual,

silent nights love to stir up specific dust storms of emotions in me.

but tonight the glow of the christmas tree illuminates everything,

and casts its happy glow in the best sort of way.

today i had a first taste of what has changed,

like a tiny venture out of a cave.

it is hard,

i am very afraid, to fill up these empty hands again,

to let another person in again,

i am afraid, of another cycle of hurt and disappointment,

of having to learn to leave all over again,

but

there is much hope,

there is more joy,

there is endless grace,

so i have limitless courage.

我今天回到痊愈的傷口上踩過，

發現曾以為會疼痛很久的，變淡了。

心裡寒冬的風景，其實早就化為最美的季節，

因為有了你們的陪伴,

所以我變的好堅強，

雖然這一年將劃上句點，

我新的一年，才剛開始。

and this night,

everything in it,

is so

precious.