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they are the milestone must-hits every year. the heat here is intense, as though it hit the beach and turned all the sand to glass, and i found myself in a summer of mirrors, reflecting from every angle, the vestiges of this year's battles. once again, i find my mind and heart weighed heavy with serious considerations and re-considerations... in a good sort of way though. yesterday i walked myself away from a long-awaited reunion full of new thoughts, about the people who have been a big part of who i am. where they sit now, how they see me, how long its been, and what really has changed? it makes me wonder, if all the hard battles and changes have been smokescreens, shielding me from the sad reality that people just never change. am i different? i tell myself, 'you're doing pretty well.' and yet, the mirrors clearly reflect a confusion i keep trying to hide. Labels: musing, personal, summer |