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the words i should have said, or the words i should have not? the absence of what could have been or the presence of what should not be? if i were to attempt to make amends now, that would be akin to ripping off all the scabs to draw fresh blood. for the mere sake of my conscience? or because it is a wrong that needs to be righted? wouldn't it be too selfish, to fix things now? a moment is lost, and it wanders around, frantic in the silence of my head. it is loud here, with silences that should not have been. but do we want to get well? no not really. things have mended in their crooked little ways and we are growing just the same. so which is worse? that i had you, or that i should have never let you have me? that we were once, or that we console ourselves by thinking we were not meant to be? Labels: musing, personal, summer |